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[Oct. 28th, 2005|01:42 pm] |
Tito was here... for a whole hour... and I missed him! C_C
*laments* |
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[Oct. 25th, 2005|12:11 pm] |
Oooohh...
I just watched the movie CRASH. Amazing movie >_>; If you can sit through the first 20 minutes and let the racial tension settle inside yourself, it really is an amazing movie. Good gosh. I suggest you watch it. Beautifully done. CRASH essentially forces the viewer to fall in love with each of its characters (As abrasive, wrong, immoral, and disgusting as they are) as they 'crash' into one another, spiking racial conflict, suspicion, lies, truths... everything. I admit I was ready to change the channel 15 minutes into it, as listening to 'white folks' this and 'niger' that and 'chink' and 'cheet' and ugh really got me riled, but wow was it a good movie.
Please, if you get the chance, sit through the whole thing.
Today I am sick on the couch. PERFECT. I've been sick for like... 5 days and oi am I ticked about it >< I think it may be allergies above all else, but you all know the Josie would rather handle a stab in the thigh then a headache... But, le sadness, I have a throbbing headache, bubbling nose, and the good old achies >_>;;
Now, I shall go read, potentially write on my book a little more and... probably clean. Being sick always makes me wan to clean V_V
Tito, I miss you.
I shall leave you all with a photo of the Josie, when she was little ^_^
(Red suit, staring down the menacing icecream being held over my lap whilest I cram my own into my mouth *GOWWWMMPP!!*) |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|06:21 pm] |
I was contemplating today, quite a bit, which seemed to put me in a deep, unapproachable mood... but I've come to a few conclusions that are more or less not at all what I wanted. But.. *sigh* It's the way things are going to have to be. The number of things I take care for has sincerely decreased... I just... don't care anymore, sorry.
On the contrary... I'm rather glad about that. It's so much easier to just not care. Selfish, I know, but for now I... just don't care!
*dies laughing* ^_^ |
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[Oct. 12th, 2005|11:20 am] |
Man I need Tito right now... >_> Hope he shows up soon, but with my luck he wont wander in till 6pm and I'll have to go do family stuff...
*le sigh* |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|01:35 pm] |
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I love teh muffin V_V She puts up with my monkey-brain so well! *claps* |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|12:10 pm] |
I have begun to notice some of my more excentric habits I have when stressed. First off, my period refuses to show itself... which only stresses and freaks me out more. I brush my teeth obsessively 3-5 times a day. I do wierd things like pick up a fork to eat my mac and cheese with when I have never in my 'free to choose' life used a fork to eat my mac with, EVER O_o And then there is the strange and sudden urges to just collapse and sleep, the hair falling out in handfuls, I'll watch the same movie four times in a row in one day, and though I rarely go anywhere and I scrub like a mad woman in the shower... my feet are really dry and calloused and unhappy V_V;;;
Oh! And my eyes do this painful thing where everytime I blink a shot runs through my head and is not cool O_o
I am so freaking strange. Most people just... cry or... sleep when they're stressed, but me? I get pale and reclusive and suffer strange ailments!!! V_V
*wanders off* |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
I just slept my whole day away.... and I still have the urge to curl up into bed O_o
*whimper!* |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|11:36 am] |
Hehehehe... This is in reference to my sister out riding her horse while my mother was watching. And yes, we do get mental notes from our horses on a daily basis whether you are inclined to believe it or not :P
[11:34] GizmoGal: get this...
[11:35] GizmoGal: chelsea was practicing bareback the other day
[11:35] GizmoGal: and saz was just being a retard
[11:35] GizmoGal: lol
[11:35] GizmoGal: and I said..
[11:35] GizmoGal: Saz... don't be a dummy
[11:35] GizmoGal: .
[11:35] GizmoGal: Saz says to me
[11:35] GizmoGal: "shut up! you old bat!!"
[11:35] GizmoGal: lol
[11:35] Josie: aaaaaaahahaha
[11:35] Josie: *falls over* |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|11:42 am] |
Mmmm... Eggs... Protine V_V
I havent had any real protine/meat in weeks. I just know I'll be feeling SO good the next couple of days now. *drools* Eggs and ketchup... mmm V_V
Welp! I got up around 9ish and talked to teh muffin until she went to bed. Then I tried sleeping again, but that didn't work. So I got up and went to make breakfast/lunch (as it was 10:40-11 by then) and discovered that tom and lynn had bought HP Prisoner of Azkaban *SQUEEEEEE!* So now I am effectively hiding from the internet and watching it ^_^ Then I have to do school, work, and... play time! :D
I was thinking the other day about my Goals for visiting Japan and concluded that, above all, my first goal is to grow closer to God. Ever since it was 'decided' I've had this feeling, this urge to go for that sole purpose. Second, naturally, would be to reiterate my friendship with Sera... We're going to grow very very close I think ^_^ and there is no about of Squee's or EEEEE's that can express how excited I am to meet her and have a REAL PHYSICAL friend again (Erm... meaning a real life friend, for you perverts out there!) And I suppose to see some of the sites... but those don't really matter to me. I'd stay in sera's messy house any day or go to base then rather wander about Tokyo.. hehe!
Mmhm... back to HP YAY! ^_^ |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|12:30 pm] |
Le growl... >_>;;
You know, this just bites. Like one of those little gnats you cant even see... but when it bites, you're like AHHHHHHHH!!! OMGOSH!! *scratchscratchscratch* PAINNN O_O
As Mad Martigon would say: "Well it stinks! This whole thing... STINKS!"
Here Here! I totally agree... Friend fights, bleh. Everyone stops talking, they all get into sour and hurt moods, and you find yourself disliking someone you don't even know or understand. *paces around* Then you ask yourself, well what the heck can I do? Telling the persons you're sorry doesnt ever do any good... they don't care at the moment O_O Trying to talk? A no-go, especially when they're just not talking to anyone anyways... and then you feel utterly defeated and helpless, which you are, and have to be content to sit and wait it out.
Waiting sucks >_>
And bad friends who do bizarre and hurtful things suck even more >_<
To my dearest Chibnits... I luff you and I guess you'll "die another day" right? Flaunt the live-ness! ^_^ Have mounds of fun drooling over Clay-man tonight, BWAHAHA
To teh Muffin... Sorry honey, there is a lot I could say and a lot I want to say, but I dont think it would do any good >_> <3<3<3
I will now do school and obligetory things like... work V_V;; |
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[Aug. 13th, 2005|12:11 am] |
Pain >_>
My left knee has locked up again. Most of the time it is both of them, but this time it is my left, out of the blue.... I didn't do anything to it that I remember. *sigh* It is refusing to let me come even close to locking it so I am now hobbling around the house very slowly as I cant exactly step down, support weight, and then step away again with great pain.... Trying to lay down on my back is... very interesting.
*saws her leg off* |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|08:57 am] |
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I'm currently bobbing around my room singing to GLAD... I couldn't be happier ^_^ |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
Well, I suppose I had better update people on Skyler so I don't end up telling the whole story over and over.
The news was bad... very bad. He has a degenterativ bone disease much like ostioparosis in women. He didn't give me much of an idea, but the way it sounded he estimated there was a 95% chance skyler would never really be able to be ridden much and he was 100% sure he would not be a 'working horse'... meaning the intensity it takes to prepare for a big show career, let alone go to APHA World, would be impossible.
I don't really know what to say or do. I don't think it has really hit me yet. I'm just happy he is alive. That I didn't have to put him down, which was a very strong possibility... I felt very guilty up until now, but Brian (The Vet) assured me that this was inevitable and no matter what, would have happened anyways.
The disease is genetic. Now I must watch out for Goldy's babies to be sure she isn't the one passing the disease on... if so, I will have to stop breeding her.
*wonders off* |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|12:13 am] |
Okay, so I decided it might be a good idea to post to help push the super gross post down... bwahaha. I can't say I hate it though... I got the most comments ever on it. I usually don't get any ^_^ Which is fine... I am guilty of reading and not commenting plenty lol
HMMMMMM
Skyler is rescheduled for the bet tomorrow around 6:30pm... Lets hope it doesnt get cancled again O_o
Uhmm.. What else *ponders*
I watched Willow TWICE today, as well as Dinatopia and National Treasure. While working of course... and Im sure I will watch them again tomorrow V_V
I have a check coming in the mail soon... which = gas and grocery money. I don't even know if I will make it to the barn tomorrow on this empty tank. I guess we will find out, hm?
I think that is it >_>;;; |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|12:00 pm] |
O_O;;;
So, I've been doing dishes for the past... two hours. Well, I sit down, whilest some dishes are soaking, to focus on Matrix Reloaded. Anyways, I pick up a near-gone bag of party mix and munch as I zone out in front of the TV. I don't know what it was that encouraged me to stop and inspect my next bite... but I did, and low and behold, there was a little larva/maggot/grub thingy dwelling in it.
*DIES*
It looked exactly like a grub, just smaller.
Anyways, I probably just ate myself 5 or 6 grubblies... gaaaaaah V_V
Oh well, I'm not to grossed out... more protine, right?
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|08:38 am] |
Stupid head... it hurts! V_V Nuuuu >_>
I went to bed at 10 last night *HAPPY* It was great... except I think my body was like, UHMMM?? So I ended up waking up 3 times to go to the bathroom, and each time I was wide awake and like 'hehe... I am sleeping!... and... it's night time, at the same time!'
Muffin was very happy to see me last night, though he was half asleep and all like 'bleeehhh' He was very cute. Someone has been using my fly spray... my, $20 bottle of fly spray!!!!!! *RAGES* so now its all gone and I had nothing to put on him. The flies were bad and had left little poopies all over his big white face. I was not happy, AT ALL. >_> I wonder if I can make it to essex on empty and... buy more for him?
Anyways.
Uhmm... *thinks*
I really am getting tired of being here. I have to rely on the internet for social interaction and I think the luster is wearing off. I can't even watch a movie anymore and actually enjoy myself.. and I L O V E movies V_V
*mucho craveness of social-love*
I can't wait to go home... I have my sisters there, and my mom, and dad and ... yeah X_X and then Japan should be like an 11 on a scale of 1-10 so... yeah
*wonders off with a sort of lost expression on face* |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
My eyeballs hurt.... like someone poked them with their thumbs V_V I think its because Im tired, but... oweeee Like ronchy-soreness!!
Talked to mom for a bit today... she INSISTED I go out and get a sub, because Subway is my favorite place... so I did, but trying to eat your favorite sandwich and watch a funny movie when you're all alone just doesnt seem to work very well >_>
The movie is still playing, but just like always I am rather disinterested... besides, how funny can it be when all you hear is your own laughter? CURSE ME FOR BEING DEPRESSO X_X
*whimpers in some random corner of the room*
Nuuuuuuuuu... think happy thoughts.... think happy! V_V |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
Okay... since I have been obsessing the past three days over this 'friends' comic that I am hoping to put together (which now I think may just turn into an RP, WEE!!!) I have done pieces on the main characters! These are my first comicy artness, you can tell by the time I got to Chi-san that I am learing how to ink accordinly, next to 'Josie and Chi' which isnt so well done.
( Cut-ness!! ) |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|12:24 pm] |
Sera... you just kill me ^_^
[12:22] seraaches: so
[12:22] seraaches: i saw a spider
[12:22] JosieRoetman: EWWWWW
[12:22] seraaches: and then i realized kiri had pooped on the tatami
[12:22] JosieRoetman: O_O
[12:22] seraaches: <<;
[12:22] seraaches: *ticked*
[12:22] JosieRoetman: .....
[12:22] seraaches: but that explains the funky smell down here
[12:22] seraaches: *annoyed*
[12:23] JosieRoetman: lol
[12:23] JosieRoetman: *dies* |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|02:33 pm] |
Well! I am taking the muffin in today for a check... got about an hour before I leave. I'm not really worried, I just hope the news is GOOD.... *sigh!*
I feel like I've gotten nothing done today, ugh... I still need to work on some projects and school! I'll rush home after the vet appointment to do so... yeah *makes mental note* |
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